His First Love

2006…I know I’ve always felt something for her but we were just friends at the moment…every night became longer than usual cos I yearn to see her face every morning…and the day shorter cos I couldn’t seem to get enough of her presence! Her absence turns my stomach and her presence feels me up that I had no need for physical food…but we were STILL just friends…
2007…Her selfless act of love and care was so intoxicating that I found myself drowning in love but I couldn’t get the words out of my system…I wanted more time around her…LIME and HONEY was her remedy for whenever I had cough and sore throat…then, he came into my life again M. Hamilton, he gave me the courage to step up and make my feelings known to her! I decided a letter would do the trick, but NO…I went back for it cos I couldn’t stand the sight of someone else finding it…Alas!!! the idea of posting peotry struck me! But I still couldn’t tell her how I really felt…
Still 2007…It was “all or nothing”…I decided it was time to make or break…after three persuasive trials, she said YES…I felt like I was $50m richer! How wrong could I have been?…she loved someone else and I was so blindly in love with her that I told myself it wasn’t important…(Olumide or Olamide) I still can’t get his name right! Lol…she loved him and I loved her! I wasn’t a fool, I was in love…but that didn’t change the fact that I had a wonderful experience being in a relationship…though, I didn’t get to tell her that I wasn’t into her “coconut rice”…but ate it anyway! *sober* I even pictured a future of us together with ours kids! How foolish could I have been! But I was in love…my very first love. My first kiss was with her and I felt like Superman! Her lips were full and soft and I thought that was all I needed to stay alive!…………………..sadly, it dawned on me that I was living a dreamer’s life and as difficult as it was, I had to let her go! I had to let my most priced asset go, hoping to win her back but she was long gone before she even left! She wasn’t mine and we weren’t meant to be! Thanks to O. Oloyede, A.J. Akanni, C. Adejare, L. Dibie, Y. Odeyinde, I recovered so fast…at least, a month in tears has saved me a life time of regret…T.T.D’A…you showed me how not to expect what I wish for! And I’m happy to have met you…you broke a lover’s heart but I think it was worth it…don’t want you back but can’t forget you! *hugs and kisses*

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One thought on “His First Love

  1. Reblogged this on scorptastic and commented:
    Love is unpredictable.
    How it affects or changes us.
    Can be gradual or fast.
    Sometimes we break the people we love and sometimes they break us.

    The ultimate relationship is one with the most sacrifices.
    We hurt, we learn,
    We experience,

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